There are words carved in my chest

mood: angry

music: the weekend

I find myself in a constant dull daze where literally all I can think about is how much hate, anger and depression I have build up inside of me.

I need something new.
I need motavation.
I need insperation.

I need this feeling unhappieness to go away.

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mood: blah

music: Damien Rice

Don't hold yourself like that
cause You'll hurt your knees
well I kissed your mouth, and back
But that's all I need
Don't build your world around
Volcanoes melt you down

And What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea

Don't throw yourself like that
In front of me
I kissed your mouth, your back
Is that all you need?
Don't drag my love around
Volcanoes melt me down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask
What I give to you is just what I'm going through
This is nothing new, no, no just another phase of finding
what I really need is what makes me bleed
But like a new disease, Lord, she's still too young to treat
Volcanoes melt you down
She's still too young +what iam to you+you do not need+is not real
I kissed your mouth
You do not need me

 

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mood: bored

music: the Spill Canvas

If your feet hurt from walking too much,
then I will tend to them, with a velvet touch.
If your lungs just don't want to work today,
then I'll perform a mouth to mouth until you're okay.

Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips,
circling your lips.
Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you,
I can tell you do.
I know all your favorite spots,
and tonight we will connect the dots.

If your muscles are wound up and tight,
then I will loosen up the knots until it feels right.
If your ears just ache from listening,
then I'll supply the remedy in the melodies I sing.

Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips,
circling your lips.
Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you,
well I can tell you do.
I know all your favorite spots,
and tonight we will connect the dots.

Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips,
circling your lips.
Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you,
well I can tell you do.
I know all your favorite spots,
and tonight we will connect the dots.

  Jordan Warmington. You were wrong.

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mood: blank

music: Keep Your Hands Off My Girl

That I am foolish in every way possible.

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mood: sad

music: All Hail the Heartbreaker

This feeling is fucking shitty.

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mood: crappy

music: Discovering the Waterfront

i put up with your bullshit...boggles my mind.

I am better than this.
I am better than you. 
My mind sees it.
But my heart dose not,
and more than likely wont for awhile.

So i will continue to be your push over.

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mood: bitchy

music: Count Yourself In

fucking disgusts me.

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mood: blah

music: November

You will be missed by so many.

I know i didn't know you very well nor for very long, but from what i knew of you, you were always so kind and fun loving. Whenever i got to see you, you never had a frown, you always had such a kind smile.
It was nice knowing you for the time i did.
I wont be making it out to say my goodbye today, but bryce said he would for me.

I have a lot of my friends that knew you better than me.
And my love a support goes out to all of them.
Along with your family and others who knew you.

Bye.






 

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mood: cold

music: MFTM

It's not that I am bitter towards the human race, it's just that everyone is untrustworthy and selfish in one way or another.
most will turn on you in a second given the chance of something "better".
That's just how it is these days, i guess.
It's an aspect of life in which I dispise, but aswell am finding myself apart of.

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mood: aggravated

music: love hurts - incubus

You are someone i love.
You are someone i try my best to make smile.
You were there for me through a rough time,
but now you are nowhere to be found.

You once claimed to be a best friend to me.
To never abandon me again, nor hurt me.

Well,
your promises don't mean shit.


 

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